Sexuality

There has been some question about my sexuality, probably slightly to do with my comment a couple of posts ago about Johnny Depp. I'm sure many, many women are desperate to know, what with my highly macho, yet still sensitive good looks. Or whatever.

So I'm sure they will all be very relieved to hear that I'm not gay.

But I'm also not straight. So most people at this point will have narrowed it down to bi. I'm also not bi.

And no, I'm not asexual. I'm heteroflexible. That is I'm mostly attracted to females, but would date and sleep with guys. Confused? I'm not. (Anyone get that joke? No? Oh, never mind)

This is more to do with the way I view sexuality and love than my actual orientation. I believe that you don't necessarily need to be sexually attracted to someone to have romantic love. Obviously I can't talk from experience, but even from a biological point it would make sense, but for reasons I won't go into here.

Think about it like this: beauty is on the inside. Dangly bit's (I edit this at school so I probably shouldn't refer to it as a penis. Oh. Whoops.) are on the outside. Ergo gender shouldn't really be a reason not to go out with someone.

As for having sex with someone of the same sex, it is still an enjoyable activity and can be a sensual way of communicating love, so I see no reason to not have sex with someone just because you're not attracted to them. If you still find this hard to understand think of it like this: Are you attracted to your hand? Probably not, but that doesn't stop most people from doing whatever they do with there hands. (Just so we're clear I'm not talking about writing.)

This isn't just a way of saying I'm gay, if I were then I would be completely open about it. This post is just furthering my attempt to give insight. If you have any questions regarding this post then leave a comment and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

Sex, drugs and autism

Social disconnection, appearing to be in a world of their own, thinking they're the centre of the universe, lack of understanding of social norms and unpredictable behaviour are just some of the main symptoms of a rock star. If you consider your typical cliche of a rock-star, then consider traits of autism you find that they're surprisingly similar. It's probably in a large part due to heavy drug use. Which brings me to my next point (not really, I'm just making this up as I go), that heavy drug use can create someone who has many parallels to an autistic. I originally planned this post to be about a rock n' roll lifestyle with autism, but now that I've mentioned drugs I may as well mention sex. After trying to think of what to say here for about ten minutes I decided to try some research. So I typed "sex autism" into Google and was shocked at the results: no porn. As I am desperate to think of something to write about I am going to roll with this idea, Aspie porn. Why isn't there any? The internet caters for every other philia or fetish, so why not autism? If the answer isn't immediately obvious then you should consider getting checked out by a psychiatrist.
It's half twelve at night and this post proves that I shouldn't write this late. To be honest, I only started this post because I came up with what I thought was a cool name (which I may use if I ever write an autobiography). If nothing else this post should have given you an idea of what my half asleep mind thinks of. Unfortunately, after heavy analysis, it appears that all I think of is porn.