I've been thinking about my future recently, what with GCSE results (got an A* in maths and an A in bio. If you include the B I got in drama last year and forget about the * on the A, then my results spell BAA, so I'm happy with my results.) and everyone my own age going off to collage. The thing is, I don't know what I want to do with my life. I used to want to be a lawyer or politician, I have no idea why. But now I don't really like the idea of getting a regular job. I don't want to have to do the same thing every day. So I've decided to be a creative type. You know, doing music and acting. The only problem is, I actually suck at these things. I lack talent and I lack flare.
However, I feel like I should pursue the arts anyway. Because if there's one thing the music industry needs, it's another talentless guitarist knocking on its door.
But before I get to the point of being an out of work "creative type" I plan on going to college and university. I don't know what I'll study. I haven't really planned my future that much because, to be honest, I don't expect to succeed. As I lack any real passion for anything and I'm rather unmotivated in general, I doubt that I will really accomplish anything of value, so planning seems like something of a waste. Also the fact that I tend to be slightly fickle doesn't help.
So there you have it, my future. Completely unclear and largely unplanned, it will probably be a take it as it comes type of thing. By which I mean I'll take the fries as they come, then give them to the customers. (I could have gone with a porn star joke there, but that might of been pushing it.)
Anyway, I can't be bothered to beg you to click one of the share buttons like I did last week. But you could click comment, if you like.
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Arrggh - I was going to write something along the lines that you can't completely suck at everything but then you had to go and write 'could of' instead of 'could have' so maybe nothing positive from me today.
I did try and remember the correct word, but I couldn't remember which one was right. I'll fix it now.
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